So yesterday was my vent and confession of my 2 month meltdown, so to help you see that I truly love my new role in life despite my clothes not fitting, despite many late night feedings, despite not getting my thank yous done yet..... I LOVE BEING A MOM!!!
I had no idea how amazing it would be to have a child. Some days I just sit and stare at her as she sleeps. How can anyone look at a child and not believe in God - I just don't know. I have loved watching and getting to know my little one over the past two months, but I must say the past two weeks have been especially wonderful.... she is now smiling and following us with her eyes. I just love the little faces she makes as her daddy tickles her toes. It makes my heart overflow with joy as I watch her smile.... even if at times it is just because of gas - a smile is a smile!!!
One of the best pieces of advice that I was once given was don't wish their years away - don't get so caught up in what you are waiting for them to do - to not enjoy what they are learning to do now. I loved when she was a newborn and she just circled up on my chest and slept in a little ball. I loved when she started to open her eyes and one second she could focus and the next second it was back to the cross eyed. I loved when she had her eyes open more than five minutes at a time..... let's just say - there is sometime special about every stage to love... and today I love her smile. Check out this video of my 2 month memory!
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